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invisible expectations
by Suffocated
Age: 22  Sex: F

407 Entries
# Entry Date
1 find me here again 16/08/2006 02:31 GMT
2 horizon lines 12/08/2006 03:16 GMT
3 anti-flag 08/08/2006 06:55 GMT
4 must be 165 degrees 27/07/2006 02:26 GMT
5 drawing dreams 25/07/2006 01:14 GMT
6 growing up 15/07/2006 03:17 GMT
7 dogsitting 14/07/2006 01:17 GMT
8 feElings 03/07/2006 03:45 GMT
9 stressed 24/06/2006 02:27 GMT
10 tattoo 20/06/2006 02:13 GMT
11 i am a head. i have nobody. 16/06/2006 01:00 GMT
12 closing alone 14/06/2006 02:25 GMT
13 buuuhhh 12/06/2006 02:22 GMT
14 mistake 30/05/2006 03:18 GMT
15 3rd flr dream 28/05/2006 03:13 GMT
16 NEED 26/05/2006 04:54 GMT
17 promotion in motion 20/05/2006 03:48 GMT
18 oh bother 18/05/2006 11:53 GMT
19 the toothpaste feeling 16/05/2006 03:14 GMT
20 set-up 14/05/2006 04:10 GMT
21 anger. 11/05/2006 12:17 GMT
22 revisit 08/05/2006 12:38 GMT
23 settling 04/05/2006 03:07 GMT
24 what friends say 27/04/2006 10:47 GMT
25 quickempty 26/04/2006 11:28 GMT
26 survey 26/04/2006 03:27 GMT
27 need wisdom vomited in face 18/04/2006 09:26 GMT
28 should've seen this coming 13/04/2006 04:50 GMT
29 fns 11/04/2006 12:59 GMT
30 digital imaging 06/04/2006 11:35 GMT
31 am i showing and what 23/03/2006 11:03 GMT
32 killing myself to stay alive 13/03/2006 03:52 GMT
33 friend mine, not a 09/03/2006 01:18 GMT
34 taking the job 02/03/2006 11:55 GMT
35 you don't say 28/02/2006 11:01 GMT
36 me? manager? 23/02/2006 10:30 GMT
37 short poem 23/02/2006 05:08 GMT
38 psychiatrist today 21/02/2006 12:10 GMT
39 media is theirs 16/02/2006 02:18 GMT
40 television/entertainment stand 14/02/2006 12:55 GMT
41 none 09/02/2006 10:38 GMT
42 lease 02/02/2006 12:38 GMT
43 clean are boxes litter 31/01/2006 01:44 GMT
44 N/A 24/01/2006 10:55 GMT
45 dolphins 19/01/2006 10:55 GMT
46 N/A 17/01/2006 01:59 GMT
47 it's patience trying 04/01/2006 05:42 GMT
48 and again an entry vanishes 27/12/2005 01:43 GMT
49 christmas 07/12/2005 04:34 GMT
50 anti-gays 05/12/2005 09:58 GMT
51 christmas tree 30/11/2005 01:35 GMT
52 2 minute entry 26/11/2005 04:13 GMT
53 marybeth. will you marry me? 21/11/2005 02:08 GMT
54 which brings me to now 16/11/2005 09:19 GMT
55 pennywise concert 14/11/2005 04:38 GMT
56 people relations 09/11/2005 09:09 GMT
57 grr goes crazy and stuff 07/11/2005 03:39 GMT
58 saw II 31/10/2005 08:24 GMT
59 car troubles 26/10/2005 04:21 GMT
60 enemies to friends? in 2.3 sec. 24/10/2005 09:22 GMT
61 excedrin 21/10/2005 08:54 GMT
62 gabitrilled 17/10/2005 08:36 GMT
63 N/A 14/10/2005 03:21 GMT
64 anatomy of your enemy 12/10/2005 10:10 GMT
65 pitted 12/10/2005 09:55 GMT
66 how to tell her 10/10/2005 09:08 GMT
67 low battery 05/10/2005 09:47 GMT
68 growl 03/10/2005 08:51 GMT
69 marriage 30/09/2005 07:43 GMT
70 79 isn't the speed limit? 28/09/2005 09:13 GMT
71 four leaf clover 26/09/2005 08:42 GMT
72 welcome back 21/09/2005 09:35 GMT
73 dry kill logic 19/09/2005 03:40 GMT
74 bpd group 14/09/2005 03:41 GMT
75 karma 12/09/2005 04:03 GMT
76 gotta go gotta go right now 07/09/2005 04:03 GMT
77 fall semester 31/08/2005 09:24 GMT
78 dark new day 28/08/2005 03:42 GMT
79 at the car wash 08/08/2005 03:08 GMT
80 just my cat and i 07/08/2005 03:19 GMT
81 occupation away from wendys 06/08/2005 06:23 GMT
82 after work. 01/08/2005 05:41 GMT
83 born again 19/07/2005 12:50 GMT
84 trichotillomania continued 19/07/2005 05:03 GMT
85 N/A 17/07/2005 04:15 GMT
86 here i am... on the road again 09/07/2005 03:43 GMT
87 donations 19/11/2004 14:11 GMT
88 reunion 14/11/2004 04:29 GMT
89 School 10/07/2004 13:30 GMT
90 'cause i'm broken 28/04/2004 16:31 GMT
91 my dear poor rat 26/04/2004 14:35 GMT
92 an update 23/01/2004 22:13 GMT
93 N/A 03/11/2003 22:28 GMT
94 N/A 18/10/2003 11:13 GMT
95 social phobia? 16/10/2003 20:31 GMT
96 i love this season. 14/10/2003 15:22 GMT
97 back to the old drawing board 23/09/2003 21:15 GMT
98 plans from here 21/09/2003 23:34 GMT
99 N/A 17/09/2003 23:58 GMT
100 a job. 28/08/2003 11:52 GMT
101 it gets worse before it's all over. 20/08/2003 10:40 GMT
102 cleansing. 11/08/2003 14:39 GMT
103 N/A 07/08/2003 15:43 GMT
104 no longer a stressor 06/08/2003 00:13 GMT
105 This may be a long one. 03/08/2003 01:38 GMT
106 A step in the right direction 01/08/2003 07:39 GMT
107 i beg your pardon. 31/07/2003 00:39 GMT
108 Art Institute of Pittsburgh 27/07/2003 16:36 GMT
109 living so free, it's a tragedy 17/07/2003 09:10 GMT
110 i drew a phantom library 06/07/2003 17:56 GMT
111 It's Easier To Run 16/06/2003 00:13 GMT
112 finals finals and more finals. 04/06/2003 23:45 GMT
113 N/A 28/05/2003 23:50 GMT
114 cheerios substituting froot loops 22/05/2003 23:34 GMT
115 ...babysitting... 21/05/2003 16:19 GMT
116 bop bop bop 11/05/2003 23:53 GMT
117 N/A 06/05/2003 00:05 GMT
118 ah, pittsburgh 01/05/2003 23:45 GMT
119 zero in, zero in, you match my caliber 30/04/2003 00:16 GMT
120 tell me one more time your flawless philosophy 28/04/2003 23:07 GMT
121 fragile happiness 20/04/2003 10:51 GMT
122 but i'm prepared for anything. 15/04/2003 16:03 GMT
123 if you dont come any closer i dont mind if u stay 10/04/2003 23:15 GMT
124 10 dead fingers 30/03/2003 13:46 GMT
125 obewonkonobe 09/03/2003 12:24 GMT
126 N/A 08/03/2003 12:35 GMT
127 a whopping 50 degrees. 04/03/2003 17:44 GMT
128 can you see what you want to see? 02/03/2003 10:45 GMT
129 oh man. 23/02/2003 23:02 GMT
130 you said you were leavin and i said you were crazy 20/02/2003 18:27 GMT
131 a lot of reading to do 18/02/2003 14:50 GMT
132 what i've warned myself against. 17/02/2003 23:00 GMT
133 sick sick sick 12/02/2003 23:39 GMT
134 all i want to do is drink beer for breakfast 06/02/2003 23:41 GMT
135 well. 05/02/2003 12:59 GMT
136 uh huh. 04/02/2003 21:31 GMT
137 cornered and rushed no more. 03/02/2003 14:38 GMT
138 i love tatu. 30/01/2003 22:53 GMT
139 N/A 30/01/2003 18:09 GMT
140 should have known. 28/01/2003 22:07 GMT
141 I HATE DRAMA. 26/01/2003 22:03 GMT
142 ...man... 25/01/2003 23:05 GMT
143 the beat goes on. 25/01/2003 12:19 GMT
144 a person just like you 23/01/2003 22:40 GMT
145 today was a good day 22/01/2003 23:05 GMT
146 on the road again. 21/01/2003 14:57 GMT
147 confomity can't be the solution 20/01/2003 11:56 GMT
148 i still love her. 19/01/2003 15:33 GMT
149 N/A 19/01/2003 15:26 GMT
150 i don't trust it. i don't, i don't, i don't. 16/01/2003 20:33 GMT
151 itchy. 14/01/2003 21:07 GMT
152 1107 13/01/2003 23:07 GMT
153 nothing good can last. 12/01/2003 17:20 GMT
154 Bored? 12/01/2003 01:44 GMT
155 dare me to drive? 11/01/2003 18:09 GMT
156 my father is back. 10/01/2003 19:42 GMT
157 don't look at me. 09/01/2003 16:25 GMT
158 Midtown. 08/01/2003 13:38 GMT
159 hopefully you'll forget. 07/01/2003 18:24 GMT
160 they lost. 05/01/2003 16:44 GMT
161 thps4 = god 02/01/2003 17:13 GMT
162 Almost Two Months. 01/01/2003 21:24 GMT
163 a new year 31/12/2002 18:47 GMT
164 obsession leads to... 28/12/2002 23:14 GMT
165 what is a gash? 27/12/2002 17:57 GMT
166 old days 25/12/2002 00:53 GMT
167 look at all these people in front of me 24/12/2002 16:12 GMT
168 it's not happening, so don't give me that look. 24/12/2002 00:31 GMT
169 we are all just stars on your burning flag 23/12/2002 23:42 GMT
170 kayla who? 22/12/2002 23:56 GMT
171 my dear diary dot com was not working 22/12/2002 13:25 GMT
172 Cry Me A River. 21/12/2002 13:07 GMT
173 isn't it ironic? 20/12/2002 15:59 GMT
174 N/A 19/12/2002 16:02 GMT
175 says he's got it all under control. 18/12/2002 15:53 GMT
176 dude. time actually heals. 17/12/2002 21:40 GMT
177 easier than expected. 16/12/2002 22:43 GMT
178 liberate the people that you hate 15/12/2002 19:10 GMT
179 j-e-a-l-o-u-s 12/12/2002 22:41 GMT
180 yes. 11/12/2002 21:41 GMT
181 hanging. 11/12/2002 12:04 GMT
182 paranoia. 09/12/2002 21:49 GMT
183 I'm Dine Tomorrow 08/12/2002 22:59 GMT
184 but in the same reguard, it's getting hard 08/12/2002 10:26 GMT
185 i've got some good news and some bad news. 05/12/2002 23:31 GMT
186 Christmas Lights in the Middle of August. 03/12/2002 21:33 GMT
187 Busy Busy Busy 02/12/2002 18:54 GMT
188 gobble gobble gick and gobble goggle goo 28/11/2002 10:59 GMT
189 just got home... 27/11/2002 00:29 GMT
190 never trust again. told me. told you. 26/11/2002 16:36 GMT
191 cleaning out the keyboard. 24/11/2002 14:28 GMT
192 job hunting. 23/11/2002 17:24 GMT
193 i saved fifty dollars 23/11/2002 09:25 GMT
194 i think i love you, so what am i so afraid of? 20/11/2002 21:21 GMT
195 Lonely Day. 19/11/2002 21:18 GMT
196 over the anger. 19/11/2002 19:09 GMT
197 a beautiful mind 18/11/2002 20:27 GMT
198 what do you think? 17/11/2002 10:49 GMT
199 breaking benjamin - good band 14/11/2002 20:26 GMT
200 pizza and frutopia. 12/11/2002 23:17 GMT
201 i was hoping a tornado would have come. 10/11/2002 21:17 GMT
202 no one can tell 06/11/2002 21:57 GMT
203 Alyssa. 05/11/2002 22:45 GMT
204 lalala 05/11/2002 18:49 GMT
205 dragpipe 03/11/2002 22:09 GMT
206 are you going to call? 03/11/2002 12:32 GMT
207 relaxation. 02/11/2002 11:53 GMT
208 what now? 31/10/2002 23:42 GMT
209 you know you will regret this 30/10/2002 13:48 GMT
210 don't do it... please 29/10/2002 23:03 GMT
211 it's time for you to see. 28/10/2002 18:59 GMT
212 throw up on this computer screen 27/10/2002 21:39 GMT
213 N/A 27/10/2002 16:50 GMT
214 i could show you a better way 25/10/2002 16:30 GMT
215 deserve 23/10/2002 21:52 GMT
216 you could be the best there ever was. 23/10/2002 16:49 GMT
217 spread the word. 22/10/2002 20:30 GMT
218 i thought of you. 21/10/2002 23:10 GMT
219 another weekend 18/10/2002 16:36 GMT
220 back 17/10/2002 16:25 GMT
221 i just burnt half my taste buds off. 17/10/2002 15:45 GMT
222 it was disgusting, but i said it was alright. 16/10/2002 22:01 GMT
223 what could it be? 15/10/2002 17:47 GMT
224 i have a goal. 14/10/2002 19:32 GMT
225 be careful 13/10/2002 21:56 GMT
226 i've just seen a face. 13/10/2002 12:05 GMT
227 i'm in fifth grade again. 11/10/2002 22:43 GMT
228 another lonely night i gotta race the clock 11/10/2002 08:38 GMT
229 eating a banana 10/10/2002 16:12 GMT
230 chills. 09/10/2002 21:45 GMT
231 sigh 07/10/2002 15:31 GMT
232 he's not mad. 06/10/2002 20:57 GMT
233 N/A 06/10/2002 16:07 GMT
234 i think i'm sick. 06/10/2002 10:15 GMT
235 N/A 05/10/2002 13:40 GMT
236 well 03/10/2002 23:07 GMT
237 can i pull your weight too? 03/10/2002 15:33 GMT
238 i few things happened today 02/10/2002 21:23 GMT
239 i wish i knew if you still read this. 01/10/2002 18:35 GMT
240 it never turns out. 30/09/2002 20:41 GMT
241 i can't live here anymore. 30/09/2002 16:58 GMT
242 hm... too confusing. move on. 29/09/2002 23:24 GMT
243 sandwich 26/09/2002 22:37 GMT
244 i don't know emotions, i know no emotions. 26/09/2002 21:50 GMT
245 yeah.. 26/09/2002 17:12 GMT
246 oh boy. 25/09/2002 18:11 GMT
247 another change in plans 25/09/2002 16:45 GMT
248 i suff.o.cate 24/09/2002 22:14 GMT
249 this is not me 23/09/2002 20:04 GMT
250 you say things would be the same 23/09/2002 15:14 GMT
251 so what's YOUR excuse? 21/09/2002 15:45 GMT
252 ready to kill someone 19/09/2002 16:37 GMT
253 more ups and downs 18/09/2002 15:39 GMT
254 i want to be in another place 18/09/2002 13:49 GMT
255 1107 17/09/2002 17:03 GMT
256 busy weekend, that's a first 15/09/2002 22:41 GMT
257 always f***in' up 13/09/2002 23:49 GMT
258 hot 13/09/2002 16:59 GMT
259 conversation 12/09/2002 22:51 GMT
260 i threw it in the lake 12/09/2002 22:11 GMT
261 you know, you're right 12/09/2002 15:51 GMT
262 amanda 11/09/2002 22:40 GMT
263 here's my f***ing patriotism. 11/09/2002 18:28 GMT
264 the meeting wasn't today, it's tomorrow at 9. oops 11/09/2002 16:13 GMT
265 the meeting is tomorrow 10/09/2002 19:12 GMT
266 i don't know what's wrong with me. 09/09/2002 21:54 GMT
267 will 08/09/2002 23:45 GMT
268 anti-flag. good band 08/09/2002 14:23 GMT
269 N/A 07/09/2002 20:16 GMT
270 watching it grow. 07/09/2002 17:52 GMT
271 ouch 07/09/2002 13:18 GMT
272 excuse me. i burped. 07/09/2002 00:24 GMT
273 you know what, screw that 05/09/2002 22:04 GMT
274 if i could take it all back now, i would. 04/09/2002 23:38 GMT
275 rokprsn [4:38 PM]: person place or thing? 04/09/2002 16:40 GMT
276 i hate everything 03/09/2002 19:30 GMT
277 nice labor day? 03/09/2002 18:01 GMT
278 whose bright idea was this anyway? 03/09/2002 12:24 GMT
279 i write too much, but i might as well while i can 02/09/2002 19:22 GMT
280 N/A 02/09/2002 16:17 GMT
281 join the drama club 01/09/2002 23:55 GMT
282 well, tomorrow brings pain 01/09/2002 21:14 GMT
283 i don't go to sleep to dream 01/09/2002 00:38 GMT
284 signs 31/08/2002 23:55 GMT
285 there's no food anyway 30/08/2002 16:51 GMT
286 school 29/08/2002 21:07 GMT
287 i saw your mommy and your mommy's dead 29/08/2002 20:33 GMT
288 my rat looks hungry 29/08/2002 14:51 GMT
289 kill me quickly 28/08/2002 22:54 GMT
290 i guess we're breaking out 28/08/2002 00:13 GMT
291 that was stupid. 26/08/2002 20:07 GMT
292 you look thinner? 25/08/2002 19:50 GMT
293 good morning 25/08/2002 10:34 GMT
294 everything i touch... 25/08/2002 00:50 GMT
295 found it 24/08/2002 21:21 GMT
296 it's kinda hard bein' snoop d-o-double g 24/08/2002 21:06 GMT
297 stay up all night; sleep all day 23/08/2002 20:24 GMT
298 it seems to me that maybe... 22/08/2002 14:58 GMT
299 Title of this entry: school 22/08/2002 00:14 GMT
300 father? 21/08/2002 20:56 GMT
301 i hate guys 21/08/2002 15:06 GMT
302 iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiikikikikikikikikikilikilkilkik 20/08/2002 23:21 GMT
303 places to go 20/08/2002 03:49 GMT
304 wow school starts soon 19/08/2002 19:44 GMT
305 change of meds again 18/08/2002 15:59 GMT
306 getting up 17/08/2002 21:50 GMT
307 pull myself up 17/08/2002 19:37 GMT
308 mr self-mutilation 17/08/2002 12:02 GMT
309 not high anymore 17/08/2002 10:40 GMT
310 what's going on? 16/08/2002 21:55 GMT
311 my lip..... 16/08/2002 18:24 GMT
312 N/A 16/08/2002 18:09 GMT